As I Sit Here

As I sit here,

I look at this blank page

And just start to write.

I wonder what it will be today?

Words of love maybe;

That love of my wife,

Of my family,

And my friends.

Maybe it will be of music

That always runs through my life.

May the glory of nature,

The enjoyment of my time

Walking beside My River,

Looking at Natures wondrous art

And hearing her accompanying symphonies.

Whatever I write

It will be of joy, happiness

And of course love,

So let me begin………

Me, Mary And Nature

Another day on the field

Trying to knock a ball through a hoop,

But on this day it was not important,

Not important to me

As I was surrounded by beauty,

The beauty of Nature surrounded me.

The woodlands full of green

As they sloped up the hills,

The horizon going up and down,

Not a building in sight

As the forests soared around,

Their glory covering the land.

I would look up,

Look up to the bright blue sky,

So clear and alluring

With the occasional white cloud

Floating gently in the blue.

Best of all was she was there,

My lover was there

And between matches

We would sit close together

And share our love with the glory,

The glory of Nature.

So, there we were,

Me, Mary and Nature

Joining in the wonder,

The wonder of our life,

Our life together.

Natures Wonder In Life.

Alongside My River I walk,

Meandering slowly,

Looking around,

Listening to the sounds,

The sounds of nature.

The quacks of the ducks,

The absolute silence of the swans

Gliding passed on the clear green,

The clear green water.

The sound of woodpigeons

Squawking from the trees,

The occasional “teacher, teacher”

As the Great Tits call.

I look into My River

There I can see fish

Swimming gently,

Gently amongst the green leaves,

The green leaves of the plants.

The plants swaying gently,

Swaying gently in the water.

I walk with joy

Knowing that the wonder of Nature

Will always be there,

Be there to raise My Spirit

That is within me,

And will be for eternity.

Broken Heart Fixed.

In this broken world I am happy,

So many bad things are happening

But in my life all is so good.

It did break once,

Once when my wife,

My wife of many, many years

Was taken from me,

Taken from me by dementia.

The time came,

The time when my wife died,

It was a release,

Release for both of us.

Time moved on

And now all is well

As a new life was given to me,

Given to me by this lady,

This lady came into my life

And she fixed my broken heart.

Golden Girl.

The Golden Girl walks as though gliding on ice,

In a world of her own , where no  others intrude

On the thoughts of her loves, that have long flown past.

She smiles serenely, at a moment remembered,

In a time, almost forgotten.

Others just watch the gentle sway of her hips

As she smoothly goes past them, ignoring their stares.

She’s deep in her thoughts, for those whom she cares,

Only seen by the light formed by her blue shining eyes,

Of a time, just recalled.

The swing of her long blonde hair moves in time

With the gentle glide of her steps, that transport her,

Away from your view, into her past, that only she

Can unlock, with a key to a box recently  found,

To a time, thought lost.

Singing Our Hearts Out.

We met for the last time,

The last time this term.

The choir gathered and celebrated,

Celebrated our success

Of the wonderful concert we had sung,

Sung a few days before.

We had sang our hearts out,

The audience enjoyed it so much

Everyone was smiling,

Smiling and so thankful,

Thankful for the music,

The music we had sung.

We sat around and talked,

Talked, ate and drunk

Discussing the choir,

The wonderful choir we had.

We went back home

Enthralled by our joy

And could not wait

Until we gathered again,

Gathered again and sang,

Sang our hearts out for the joy,

The joy of music.

Ignored By Others.

We have many things in our life,

Some are good,

Some are not so good

But some are important.

Honesty must be there,

If we are not honest to others,

Or to yourself

Mistrust will be all around us.

The same is with truth,

If we tell the truth

We will not need to remember,

Remember the lies.

Respect must be there

Even if others disagree with us

Our respect for them must show

So that we can move on,

Move on in our life.

Finally the most important thing,

Love must come above all

As without love of our life

We will get nowhere

And sink into a lonely place

Where others ignore us.

I Believe.

I believe,

I believe in life.

Having been on this world

For so many years

I have learned,

And I believe

Life has two parts.

And the second part is better,

Better than the first half.

In that first half we learn,

We find out how life works,

It gives us experience,

Experience to create a good life.

The second half is our reward,

As that time is for us to enjoy,

To enjoy life,

And that is where I am.

I am in the enjoyment,

The enjoyment of life.

I believe and now know,

That life is wonderful.

Just Me.

In my life I am happy,

Happy to be me.

I am not perfect,

If I were perfect

I would have nowhere to go

And moving forward is important,

Important to me.

I am honest,

I try to do nothing wrong.

I love, love so many things,

Life, nature, music and my lover

Are always in my heart.

I am real,

I don’t try to be what I am not,

Impressing others is not me,

I’m just me,

And if you don’t like what you see

That is not my problem,

It is yours.

Another Better Day.

Every day is different!

People come into your life

And bring different things to you,

Some good and some not so good,

But if at the end of the day

You can lie down knowing,

Knowing in your heart

That you made somebodies day better,

Even just a little bit better,

You know that you have had a good day.